You are rubbish. Honestly you are a totally idiot. No one else would waste so much as effectively as you do. No one else would use their time for such idiotic escapades. Who else do you know that abuses grace so profoundly as you? To be honest mate why don’t you just jack it all in? You lack discipline and you are probably never going to have enough to be good enough! Yes theres always grace, but don’t you think you have pushed it a bit too far? How many times can someone (specifically YOU) be forgiven? Does God really forgive everything?! You are taking the mick. And you know it. Why don’t you go out and spoil yourself – there’s a whole world out there to make you feel better – go for it kid. After all if you are going to ruin everything you touch you may as well have fun doing it.
Satan does not differentiate when he comes to rob and steal and destroy, but he does seem to enjoy hitting high profile targets such as church leaders. Many of us are soft targets and easily defeated yet God has made everything we need to become hard or harder targets freely available. The only real demand He makes of us is our time. Because it takes time to put on armour.