We spend (/waste) so much of our lives thinking and working or being anxious or proud based on the past or the future – both of which are often irrelevant to life, and cripple our ability to live in this moment. ‘God speed’ is not necessarily progress at a spectacular rate – it is acceptance of existence in the moment. Living…right now.
Go back the way you came. Back into the world of distraction, of noise, of fear and depression. Back into the busy world that doesn’t listen, that laughs at the miraculous, the world that ignores you, that wears you down and threatens to break you, that demands from you, that steals your time and your joy, the world that will attempt to kill God, that will spit on His followers, that will write you off as crazy. Go into that world revitalised through silent time with your creator, go into that world and rebuild my garden.